tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6006455583235874042024-02-20T01:22:49.326-08:00Thoughts of a very flagrant mindAmbermoggie, a fragrant soulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03005377054392036622noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-600645558323587404.post-73122099047424045362009-07-23T09:02:00.000-07:002009-07-23T09:09:13.234-07:00Uneasy relationshipsI've been thinking a lot about relationships, the obligatory ones and the ones of choice.<br />Just because we have family does not mean that we have to be at ease around them, or indeed that we have to like them. I detest a lot of my family, always have. I love lots of my family also and get along really well with them.<br />I have an uneasy relationship with my son. Partly because of his problems but also a lot to do with me.<br />When he was younger my relationship with his dad was dreadful and I think that coloured how I feel around him. I struggle to relax with him and I feel on edge when he is here. I am fine when I go to visit him or meet up with him, just not when he is in my space.<br />I get on well with my daughter, there has never been any of the uneasiness with her.<br />Sometimes I think we are programmed with expectations of what is and isn't right. It is hard to break from this and just be.<br />My relationship with the Goddess and the God is sometimes uneasy. I am sure that much of that is because of my conditioning. It also has a lot to do with know thyself, I do know myself and that self is a mixture of things.Ambermoggie, a fragrant soulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03005377054392036622noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-600645558323587404.post-73446070767475173552009-07-22T12:40:00.001-07:002009-07-22T12:40:58.805-07:00In which we beginI wanted to have a blog that reflected my inner self more. This is the result.Ambermoggie, a fragrant soulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03005377054392036622noreply@blogger.com2